Chapter 4 - The Aftershocks in the Staff Room

The staff room on the third floor was blessed with silence, a commercial coffee maker that actually worked, and zero pediatric drama.
I dropped my tablet onto the stainless-steel counter and sank into one of the worn leather chairs, letting out a long, shuddering breath that I hadn't realized I was holding. The adrenaline crash was hitting hard now, a familiar cold tremor in my fingertips that always followed moments of acute stress.
The door pushed open quietly, and Dr. Marcus Vance—no relation to the real estate mogul downstairs, thankfully—stepped in carrying two cardboard cups of black coffee. He set one down in front of me without a word.
"You look like you just wrestled a bear in the lobby," Marcus observed, pulling up a chair opposite me. "Word travels fast down the service elevators. Half the nursing staff is currently taking bets on whether the guy in the designer suit is going to throw your ex-husband out of a third-story window."
I managed a faint, tired smile, wrapping my cold hands around the cardboard cup.
"It wasn't quite that dramatic," I said, though my voice gave away the strain. "Just... a very messy collision of past mistakes."
"Your ex?" Marcus asked gently.
"Connor. And my former best friend, Melinda." I took a sip of the bitter coffee, letting the heat burn my tongue. "They spent the last year parading around like they were the picture of domestic bliss, built entirely on the narrative that I was broken and unlovable because I couldn't give him children."
Marcus frowned, his expression turning serious. "And let me guess—karma decided to collect payment today?"
"In cash and installments," I murmured. "Turns out the baby belonged to a very wealthy, very angry real estate developer who was paying Melinda's rent the entire time Connor thought he was the alpha male of the household."
Marcus let out a low whistle. "Damn. That's not just karma; that's a Greek tragedy with a side of prime-time soap opera."
"It’s over," I said, shaking my head as if trying to clear cobwebs. "That's the funny thing. For a whole year, I carried the weight of that divorce like a personal failure. Every time I saw them at the grocery store or heard rumors through mutual acquaintances, I felt this lingering ache of inadequacy. Today... standing there watching his entire reality implode in sixty seconds... I realized I didn't feel anything at all. No heartbreak. No satisfaction. Just relief that I got off that sinking ship when I did."
Marcus leaned back, studying me with warm, approving eyes. "Because you realized the ship was full of holes long before you jumped, Kirsten. You just needed to see them drown in their own water to believe it."
Before I could answer, my pager buzzed against the counter.
Code Blue, ER trauma bay. Dr. Sinclair requested.
The professional switch flipped instantly in my brain, wiping away the lingering echoes of the hospital hallway drama. I stood up, smoothing down my white coat and securing my badge.
"Duty calls," I said, offering Marcus a quick nod.
"Go save someone's life," he smiled. "Preferably someone who doesn't come with a soap opera attached."
By the time I finished my shift twelve hours later, the sun had dipped below the Chicago skyline, painting the heavy gray clouds in shades of bruised purple and amber. The hospital lobby was quiet, devoid of strollers, shouting developers, and weeping former best friends.
As I walked out to my car in the subterranean parking garage, my phone buzzed in my coat pocket.
It was an unknown number.
I hesitated for a second before swiping to answer.
"Hello?"
"Kirsten?"
The voice was shaky, breathless, and unmistakably small.
Connor.
I stopped walking beside my sedan, my hand resting on the cold metal roof.
"How did you get this number, Connor?" I asked, my voice flat.
"It doesn't matter," he rushed out, sounding frantic, on the verge of tears. "Kirsten, please... I’m sitting outside my apartment in my car. I have nowhere to go. Melinda’s locked me out of the condo—turns out her name wasn't even on the lease, it was all Julian’s—and my bank accounts are frozen because I used our savings to pay off some of her debts thinking we were building a future. I... I made a massive mistake, Kirsten. I never stopped loving you. You were always the stable one. Can we... can we just talk? Please?"
The silence stretched out inside the concrete parking garage.
A year ago, hearing those words would have shattered me. It would have felt like the validation I spent seven years begging for—him admitting that I mattered, that my stability had value, that he was wrong.
Now, listening to him whine through a smartphone speaker while sitting in a car he couldn't afford, it just sounded pathetic. Like listening to a broken record playing static in an empty room.
"Connor," I said softly, cutting through his rambling plea.
"Yes? Yes, Kirsten? You'll listen?"
"Don't ever call this number again," I replied.
"What? Kirsten, wait—"
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"Goodnight, Connor. I hope you find a place to sleep."
I hung up, powered off the phone completely, and tossed it onto the passenger seat of my car.